Works a bitch today(actually not just today)-first of all because I’m sposed to be off. But I’m not. It’s 8.13pm and I’m still here. Been working since before lunch. Got a real challenge at work & I’m totally stressed. It’s insane. Nothing seems to be going smoothly. I’m so busy & stressed out that I don’t even reply to my messages. And my apologies to those whom I haven’t replied. BUT I don’t feel ilke talking, I don’t even feel like eating dinner now.

Got a pc of bad news in the afternoon. Ugh…..what could potentially get worse?? DIE if I do, DIE if I don’t. So…what moves DO I have? None. Zilch. Sad.

All this is making feel angry. Angry & disgruntled. I’m always stuck in situations like this. I hate it. I hate it. One of these days, I’ll make it to an anger management class. Even if it means going for just the first day. Otherwise, I’d prolly beat S.H. to killing every single person in the kitchen.