I’ve been thinking alot today. Realised that somethings, I have to accept(good or bad), somethings I have to be darn patient(will try) & somethings, I just don’t know what to do about. But, the thinking has made me feel slightly worse. Feels like I’ve been evicted to the lonely planet. And I’m the only occupant there. It’s a great time for drinks, most definitely.

What I also DO know is that all that I’m upset & stressed about are finally manifesting themselves up as physical problems. 2 days ago, my stomach’s been feeling queasy..I feel nauseous. As of this morning, slightly feverishy..now…think I have a slight fever.

Maybe I’m being too hard on myself…..maybe….maybe I’m just a stubborn bitch.