Now it seems to me, that it really isn’t worth sacrificing anything for anyone. Not worth doing anything for people who say that you’re the closest friend they have. It all sounds like bullshit to me. At the end of the road, it all ends up the same way. It takes 2 hands and 2 willing hearts to make things work. I tried, but apparently I’ve just been slapping thin air all this time.

Why do I continue to do the things I do?? Especially when it’s all disappointments after disappointments? I don’t know, maybe I just DON’T learn. ‘Once bitten twice shy’ they say…I get bitten so many times but I STILL don’t get it. Maybe I’m just stupid.

Think I should just stay a listener & learn how to shut my trap. Nobody wants to listen anyways.

Think I’m being negative & pessimistic? Well, can YOU blame me?

Apart from all that, THANKS B for everything. For being there for me, for the great company, for making me feel I’m worth something & for going through all the trouble of doing things for me(although this one should really be a SORRY!)