I finally, FINALLY got to see someone’s office!! It’s 2 storeys & has a pretty nice view & pleasant vibes at night..nice breeze once in a while too. I had a very nice, smoky view of the moon early this week when standing on the 2nd level. I got to see the pro at work too. Something I’ve always liked to do. Makes me think about my days at SAE..reminiscent, but still wouldn’t have chosen it as my career path. Anyways, everything wrapped up close to 3am I think. Went back to my place & had pizza!!! Yum!! I realise I tend to care more about how the other person is sleeping more than my own quality of sleep. Ended up probably having about under an hour of sleep?? Doesn’t matter anyway. Still smiling..

I’m back at that awful place again. I’m easily irritable & annoyed plus I get pissed at people pretty easily-even more so now. After talking to HT, I realise that actually I’m most irritated by myself. Irritated by the lack of motivation & drive. Something I lost since Christmas 2006 due to some things/people. I want to do something about it but yet I don’t want to. I know it doesn’t make sense. I think the only person who truly knows how I feel is HT since he’s been through it, felt the same way..I’m gratified he understands the crap that I talk about which people have absolutely NO IDEA. I’d better stop talking about the shit at work lest he gets sick of talkin to me.

The constant lack of sleep is makin me fall sick!!

P.S. Thank you for the pretty bouquet of flowers. It’s doin a good job of brightening up the kitchen!!