Today has been a trying day..especially in the morning. I always try my best to keep my spirits up from the minute I step into the shop, telling myself that it’ll be a better day today. I still couldn’t seem to hide it from my boss. Not sure if it’s a good thing. We had a talk about it & it’s really scary when she can read me like a book. I don’t want her to feel she’s a bad boss-for the plain fact that she’s NOT- I’m just stuck in a rut. Told her how I’m feeling. I felt slightly better after the talk. But I also felt that I’ve let her down & disappointed her. For that, I feel guilty. For the record, It’s been over 6 years, workin with with her & she said I’ve never acted like this before. I’m lost, clearly. I hate to disappoint her. I hate to let her down. Of course, I want to do all I can at work but right now, I can’t. I just can’t seem to do it. All I could do was apologise & tell her I’d try to pick myself up again asap. What else could I do?? I can’t seem to get this situation outta my head. It’s driving me up the wall. I detest it when I’m not progressing-in any way- I’m stagnant!!! ARGH! Solution, help….???? Anyone??

On another note, I tried a new recipe today. Orange Rosemary cupcakes. N-I-C-E!!!!!!!! 2 very complementing flavours, came out almost puurrrrfecto!!!!

P.S…sorry boss…I’m so sorry to disappoint you, but I’m feeling stuck…stuck…..STUCK!!