The wedding last night was AWESOME!!! We had a ‘flower’ problem before the wedding started. We got wrong flowers, BAD arrangements, iffy looking hand bouquet & BAD attitude. So, I’m delaying payment until things are complained about and straightened out. Tea ceremony was at 6.15pm but at 6pm, I was still in the ballroom in my t-shirt & flip flops making sure the flowers were done right. I was damn pissed. Rushed up to get dressed, did the last bits for the wedding cake, helped Jesse to get dressed etc. Karen Sis did a GREAT job on the hair & make up. Jesse loved it. The whole night, she was just GORGEOUS. And that is an understatement. There are no words I can think of that will describe how beautiful I(in fact everybody) she was last night. Obviously she’s always damn pretty but last night….WOW!!! Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful!! I for one, CAN-NOT take my eyes off her. I had a great time, with my family, and Mom was there. I took some great pictures with Grandma, Mom, Roy, Anna & aunt Jesse. I miss her already…she’s on her honeymoon right now. Thank goodness I didn’t cry last night.. you know why?? Coz I was too damn high & drunk to feel anything but happiness for her & Joe. Too much champagne, too quick & no food. It was great to see the Akumas too. Uncle Moi looked so ‘clean’!! I couldn’t recognise him-stared at him for quite a few seconds before I realised who it was!

I was happy to see Rick & Beth again. They were great company, truly. Rick was Joe’s best man & he did a terrific job as mc. Overall, a very nice intimate & cosy dinner. When Joe & Jesse went up to change into her fuschia pink cheongsam, the both of them handed me a gift & insisted that I open it right away. It was a blue/turquiose box with a red ribbon. I knew immediately where it’s from. TIFFANY!!!! I got a necklace & I immediately put it on. I was so thrilled!!!

Well, apparently, I got so high that I text Morgaga & Thon some weird stuff….sorry!!! My apologies..I have a knack for doing stuff like that when I’m drunk or high…yikes!!! I was glad that Jesse invited Mom in our family pictures. I’m really touched. And Grandma was glad to be sitting next to Mom. I wish…nevermind. I’ll keep those for myself.

Bernard was our photographer again & through the dinner, I got up to go talk to him & took a picture with him. Thought a cool thing to do. Apparently…Uncle Moi thinks I should give it a shot. He was saying some other stuff but I was so high I can’t remember what reaction I gave him & what I said. I just know that I gave reasonable NORMAL answers to questions directed to me by Jesse’s friends and others but I don’t recall a single thing now!!

Had a short chat with Roy, took a pic with him & frank with him. One of the things I’m really happy about. I’ll post some pictures when I get them..I’m sure Bernard did a great job.

After the wedding, they went upstairs to BLU Bar & had more drinks. Before leaving, I went and gave Joe a hug & spoke to him just a little. He’s a great guy & I love him. I wish the new couple all the best.

Today, day after the wedding, Dad brought Rick & Beth out for dinner with me at the Asia Hotel. The food was good and I was really glad to see them again. They’re fantastic people. I hope they really do come back to sg during CNY 2007. They feel like family now too. I’d love to go to florida again. Hee hee…..Maybe I will, next year…Hmmmmm…….

Workwise, I’m grateful for Frances, Seraphina, Sarah & Elrica. Especially Sera…she’s managed to ’switch on’ a positive button in me ever since the shit that’s been going on here. She makes me feel like I’m wanted in the kitchen & needed. Some other people make me feel unwelcomed & worthless. It’s amazing how she knows how & what I feel about certain things and managed to convey them to someone important. I’m really amazed & thankful for her. Right now my mind’s still in a whirlwind. No decision as yet. We’ll see how it goes. These people are damn important to me. It’s not just all about work and being colleagues. I hope we can build a friendship much deeper and stronger than that.