I’m still in the midst of making a decision…ugh….the pains of temptation!!! ARGH!

It’s disgusting how some people think they’re the boss & disregard everyone else. So disrespectful…not to mention the rudeness!! TSK TSK TSK!!!!! Shame on YOU!!!

Aunt Jesse’s wedding is round the corner!!!! Tension tension tension!!! Stress stress stress!!!!! Not enough time….not enough sleep….)and here I’m spendin time typing this! Utterly ridiculous..) I’m SO, SOOOOO happy for her but at the same time so sad she’s gonna leave for good. I’m so afraid I might cry on her wedding night….so embarassing…!!! When she leaves, the only other thing to look forward to would be her return during the CNY. So delighted she’s gonna come back! I’m sure my grandma shares the same sentiments as I do.

And……I’m embarking on my next tattoo already. This one was accidental. I was doing my aunt’s monogram, baking it…and I burned myself. I hit the tray on the shock of the pain…(and cursing at the same time!!) and rearranged the monogram pieces…accidentally forming my design…..IT’S A SIGN!!!! Wahahahaha!!! So….it’s gonna go on end of this year. IMMEDIATELY when I get my pay. *GRIN* WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Planning a small getaway with Morgan…..& Alvin…..& Roger….SO EXCITING!!! Absolutely can’t wait!!!

Next, I bought Chaka Khan’s album Due to 1 song I fell in love with when I was at Joe & aunt’s home in Florida. Joe was the STAR chef that night, cooking us a SUPER delicious meal with dim lighting(tealights!!) and wonderful music in the background. And he pointed out this song: "Your Love Is All I Know" and recited the lyrics of the chorus to me and how touching he felt it was & that one day I will go through something like that…but..i’ve already gone through or going through that… Here are the lyrics(of the whole song):

In my mind
I only see your face
And time cannot erase
What i feel for you, i feel for you

Chorus:
Where do i go
What do i do
After all that we’ve been through
How do i turn around
Just turn around and watch you go
’cause baby your love is all i know

The touch of your hand
And the warmth of your embrace
I always had a place
Here in your arms
I felt so secure
I didn’t need anything more

Tell me how
Can you walk away
And find somebody new, somebody new
Somebody new
When i can’t see myself
With anyone but you

Beautiful, beautiful song..This song always reminds me of that family dinner at their house. Honest, heartfelt words…Something that will always remain in my heart.

Today, Frances opened her present & IPOD NANO!!! From all of us kitchen staff at The Patissier….I even have a video of her doing the ‘opening ceremony’!!!! So cute. So glad she’s happy. :)

Sorry this post is so terribly long…Gonna hit the pillow now. I can feel a migraine coming on…either that or a fever…. YUCK!!!