Fell out with Dad. Pretty bad. Which brings on this thought..how important are children to parents, really? How do you weigh the importance of spouse and child? Equal weight or does it tip over? Pretty miffed actually. Sadly, I don’t think I exist in HIS world.

Just came back from dinner with Frances, Sera, Joey & Elrica. Nice dinner, overate though…Ramen…again. Kinda sick of it though…:P Raining alot!!

Have been talking to Sera quite abit, and I enjoy it. She doesn’t judge me or talk down to me etc. I feel that I can open up to her & talk about certain things without being misunderstood.

It’s almost Christmas, and I’m definitely NOT looking forward to it. This year holds MANY bad memories & unhappiness.