"The hardest thing to do is to watch the one you love, love someone else"

Hmmmm…I know how that feels..yuck.ouch.

Well, work has been insanely topsy turvy. More so than I tried to prepare myself for. It sucks. So many times I wanted to surrender to let go. Sometimes, the more I think about it, the more I feel I don’t belong here, with these people. There are many push factors(and still counting) and a few pull ones, here & there. Sad, almost a tragedy, I feel. *sob sob* BLEARGH, yeah right.

I was sick for 3 days and still COUNTING!! Immensely grateful for the break, I slept & slept, skipped meals & just slept! No day, no night, just badly needed sleep. But because I’m sick, I don’t feel refreshed at all. Had like gastric flu, nausea, giddiness, fever, body ache, bloatedness, chest tightness blah blah.. and possibly suffering from stress, anxiety & exhaustion. Wow!!

Continue soon, going for dinner now. TA!!!!!!!!!