I got burned by sugar!!! 190 degrees celcius!!! OUCH!!!!!!!! I have 2 blisters from that. 1 HUGE HUGE blister on my left pinkie-looks like an extra finger or something *shiver*…Looks SO damn disgusting!! YUCKS!!! Got my tattoo touch up the other day…a little more ouch factor than the day I got it….Still want 2nds though!

I’m looking forward to class again, but not too sure when yet… But it’s something I wanted & my sweet boss is giving me the chance to pursue it. Of course it’s gonna be open to everyone in the kitchen….otherwise…….a-ha! You know what would happen ‘en.

I’ve been working 15 hours straight..haven’t gone home, maybe I don’t wanna go home. I think I’m retreating, closing up. Work has become an escape for me yet again. From many things. It eases my mind & gives it some rest. Shitty part is when I stop working & sit down to take a breather. Mind starts wandering. Not good. I’m getting tired, sick of things as they are right now. Feels like the alcohol days are here a-knocking again. Time to get drunk every single pathetic night. The shots, the cocktails, the music & the loss of control & my good senses. Sounds pretty enticing to me right now.

Joey & TY’s ROM today @ The Regent Hotel. Had their solemnization at The Bar - very nice cosy ambience. Joey looked gorgeous, as usual! Very happy for the both of them.

Naughty Sis & Jesline tempting me to go to Phuket with them in Oct….Hmmm…I’m really tempted but..I will have been broke from the Florida trip…and have to save up for Aunt Jesse’s wedding cos I’m paying for her wedding cake & wedding favours!! MAJOR OUCHIE!!!!!!!!!!

Well…think I’m getting pretty lazy to even go out these days..I wanted to go see fireworks with Sis & Jesline at the Esplanade tonight but I’m so tired I can’t stop thinkin about my bed…ZZZzzzZZZzzzz…….. Plus…don’t want to turn grouchy & piss people off. I have a KNACK for doing just that. Can’t seem to control my temper & mood these days too…Think maybe I need to go for an ANGER MGMT COURSE!!!!! Ha!!

Told Mum a secret the other night & now…it’s all out. I’m not upset that the info is out. I’m PISSED OFF because I distinctly remembered telling her it a SECRET! That means you don’t tell a single soul, much less everybody!!! Hate it. Big Mouth with a capital ‘B’ & ‘M’. Fed up.