Okay…this is it. ‘Hell 10 times over’ week has just begun. Since last night. Next week’s the competition & I have to go for prep sessions every single night now. Sigh…. It’s wierd but, last night, ChefP talked to me a little. Asked if I was planning to work somewhere else & if I’m happy working where I am right now. That it’d be good if I want to move up the ladder(which is even wierder coz I must seem very stupid to him especially when I seem to be doing everything wrongly every time!!). Asked how long I’ve been working at Patissier and he ‘HUH-ed’ so loudly the whole kitchen could hear! Commented that it’s a good & bad thing to stay so long. Said that it’s good for someone so young to be so ‘loyal’. Yeah right, like I am. Said that he’s not encouraging me to leave to work at Canele or anywhere else but it’d be good if I want to move up the ladder. (I’m pretty sure he feels that I CAN’T move up the ladder and definitely NOT GOOD enough.) Freak night. He was joking a lil’….Crazy man!!! Scarily crazy crazy crazy crazy….

It’s my off day today…planned a movie & kino & pants alteration..but….it’s been raining oceans & the Whole sky’s dark grey. So, ditto wonderful plans. Gotta go for prep session later, so sweet of my boss to come pick me up from home & drop me at the shop. Hee…she’s coming soon!!!

I can’t wait till FHA is over then comes my HK trip with my wonderful Sis & company…I wish my Brother-in-law could go too…. THEN…..heheheh my boss, Oli & I have plans for late June/early July….YIPPEEEEE!!!!!! CAN’T WAIT!!! Secret for now, will disclose at a later date. :p

Happy Birthday Mummy!! So Sorry I couldn’t make it for dinner but I hope you all enjoyed the cake! And thank you Mummy for inviting me over for dinner when I finish my competition. Yummy with all the thoughts of her yummilicious cooking!!! Woo hoo!!!!

And my dear cousin is back fom Perth for 2 weeks. Boy is he a hungry person! Hahaha. We’re all so proud of him, got really good ‘outstanding’ grades for his Term 1. Go! Go! Jeremy!! I hope your dreams come true & that you will reach your goal soon.

My poor Sis got a poisonous bite that needed a job!! Ouchie poochie!!! Poor thing….hope you’re much better already. Read that she’s been spending quite abit of quality time with husband & family. Bravo!! Clap clap!

Got to catch Eight Below with Kelvin. Soooo touching. Love the movie. Cried, obviously…what’d you expect??! The movie was AWESOME!!! I have to get the DVD when it’s out! Absolutely LOVE the doggies….

Oh…..and ’someone’ is coming back already. Too fast. Damn it.

I can’t remember what else I have to blog but I’ll do it when I remember.

Talk about being in heaven - and hell at the same time. AB is on 1 month leave. That in itself is heaven. Doesn’t matter how much work I have to do. Practices, rehearsals, dinners…= HELL. Through the past 1 month+, and after gone through & experienced a few incidents, I’ve found someone I detest just as much as AB! Amazing, isn’t it? To find someone so similar. They’re both ASSHOLES. JERKS.  Competition’s coming soon, but not soon enough. I hate that feeling. It’s like hanging in limbo. I Hate it! Dread practices, dread seeing them. Makes me sick. If only I could do the ’snap my fingers & april’s over’ trick. IF ONLY. This whole damn thing leaves me with hardly any positivity, only feelings of the opposite! My priority right now is really not the competition. It’s being able to cover as much work as possible so my poor boss doesn’t have to work so hard. Especially right now. Hmmmm….

I’m supposed to be feeling excited about my HK trip. But. The competition’s taking up too much of me to be feeling anything else but misery. In my free time now, if any, all I think about is sleep. Not to mention I’ve been eating & eating the whole day right from morning till evening. Non stop. Bloody glutton. But I can’t seem to stop…

DAMN THE COMPETITION!!!!!

I miss my life or my non-existent life! Now it’s..I don’t know. What’s worse than non-existent? Morgaga, give me a hand here?!

Okie…gotta scoot back to the shop now…tata for now..