S.T.U.P.I.D.
Boss’s wedding is coming up…very, VERY, VERY soon. And I feel stressed. Favour tags aren’t out & finalised & I’m really rushing my dear Gin for it…feel so bad to rush her like that though. There are so much left to be done. Frances, Boss & I just had a mini meeting, trying to finalise & settle the dessert part of the dinner. Everyone took minutes. Had to. Someone was having an attitude-ful day so it was just the 3 of us.
Boss & I went for the 18th Singapore International Dance Competition. NOT as contenders but audience. The costumes were dazzling, most of ‘em had killer bods! (jealous). Aw….wish I could dance like them…(dream on!!) Everything was fine & dandy(food & dance) till she got a STUPID, USELESS, NO-POINT message. Problems with the dessert menu. That someone didn’t say anything when we(i stress - 3 of us) were having the meeting! I feel that he doesn’t have any, ANY right to say anything now. Not as if he’s gonna be doing production. ARGH! He can jolly well not help. We’ll manage. He really pissed my boss off. And I’m pissed. We already put in the effort to come up with new desserts & tried out & fine-tuned the recipes & now he thinks we should CUT DOWN??!!!! CUT DOWN??!!! WTF??!!!
I’m pissed off because, because - there are SO many reasons- he’s so conceited, arrogant, has an attitude problem, everything has to be about him, everyone has to do things his way etc etc.. what kind of a guy/person is he/that?? It’s as if the world just revolves around him. 1 single person.
A few weeks ago, I set a goal to be happy at work. No bad mood, no tantrums, no grouchiness etc. And I’ve done it so far. Until today. The more I think about it, the madder I get. I don’t want him to piss her off & risk having me get the brunt of it. I’m not saying anything, just stating that I don’t want to be in the middle of a shoot-out. Wierd thing is, I’m actually angry because he pissed her off & she’s ureshikunai. Don’t want her to be ureshikunai.
Anyway, seems like I never stay angry for very long. I was ok before I finished work! Amazing! 
Conclusion: The dessert buffet is STILL on! Ha!
Holiday tomorrow! Wooo Hooo!!!!
Actually if u had came along to Phuket, I might really have took up the padi… scary!! Hope u’re feeling better now, try to rest more & eat well to replenish the nutrients k. Love ya!