Been a crazy few weeks. Works been topsy turvy. But…Frances got married on the 3rd Sept! Boss’s birthday! She was SUCH a sight. She looked absolutely wonderful….so beautiful. I wish them bliss & happiness. After the wedding, went back to the shop & slept from 5pm till 9pm when she msged me about the meeting time at Bar None. Got a shock & woke up thinkin that it’s 4am & time for work! Felt like i just fell asleep! Luckily it was just her. Told her I won’t be going down also coz somebody couldn’t make it. Thinking about Delifrance for dinner but too tired & groggy to get up so back to sleep till the next mornin 4am! Nice long nap but still tired…..

After her wedding, work’s still crazy. Seem to have croquembuche orders every single day now!! What’s happening??!!! And all of a sudden people like to eat cupcakes??!!! Oh man…..

Next big thing: Kerry’s wedding!!! The teddies are here in my room, waitin to be wrapped up! & have to settle the wedding cake & the things that are gonna go on it. STRESSED!!

Had to get up about 4.30am this morning, supposed to start work early. And due to that, I was supposed to sleep even earlier. But however, I had a long conversation on sms with someone & that left me with about half an hour of sleep(if I actually got any sleep…)&…a HUGE empty hole.

Felt so sucky(understatement) at work…still do. Wanna thank SY & FW for being understanding & for listening to my shit all the time. Thanks for talking TO me instead of down at me. I really appreciate it. Sis, thanks for letting me noe you’re here for me. Why is love a burden to some people? Why can’t they simply appreciate it & accept it? It’s not my fault that I love who I love! Geez! It’s either I’m not getting it or I’m not being understood. Or is it a case of people not listenin & paying attention to me again??!!

My poor cousin Kelv is going in NS tomorrow. Feel so bad that I can’t go send him off. Can’t believe I’d say this but I will miss him. Hope he takes good care of himself.

I’m so lacking in sleep that I’m gettin my conjunctivitis relapse. In addition, my eye’s are puffy & can’t fully open. ZZZzzzZZzzzzZZzzzzzz………Damn this life.